7 months

Hello V.

Here we are, 7 months since you were born. I still miss you. I still wish you were here. Sometimes I hate that life goes on without you and sometimes I think that's the best way to honour you.

In the car on the way home from work today, I was thinking about how we used to listen to music together. We did everything together for your whole short life! I miss being with you all the time.

I don't know where you are right now. I want to ask you something, the only thing I will ever ask you for. Please look after your little brother or sister. I don't know what is in your power to do. Just do your best. I will be proud of whatever you can do. I am your mother. That is my job.

lots of love
Mummy